Friday, July 31, 2009

Now would be a good time to post a detailed post about a day! =D

It's 31st July 2009 10.42pm. In 20 days time exactly(09S20!), it will be my birthday!


Someone from far away: Who cares!



Well today my emotions were pretty 'extreme' to say the least. I went from very quiet to very subdued to very talkative now and then. It is overall a very fun day for me today.


Well, we had Assembly in the morning.(about time too) Chapel was a waste of time as usual, I seriously hope that they come up with a new rule - non-Christians can choose to sit down if they want, but I think that's impossible...


After a gruelling Chapel singing session to endure, we had another life reflection from the same dude. Well I really made sense of it - how we behave when we fail or succeed and so on. After the talk I saw Mr Ho walking around the speaker's area, and a vague idea sort of want to squeeze into me, but I just can't figure out why he is there.


When the slideshow is ready, it read "JC1 CT Results" and my heart sank past its usual spot right past my navel. (=D=D familiar description anyone) Of course, how would I forget that we've long received our CT results. The usual happened when Mr Ho showed us statistics of performance in comparison with past year JC1 (current JC2) and our MSA 2, a great deviation indeed.



The part we've all been waiting for is the announcing of the top performers of CT from the Arts and Science stream. Musfirah from Arts scored 67! Congrats congrats! It appears that it is harder to score 70 and above for Arts due to the fact that you need to train yourself to write nothing but essays...


As for Science, a random Vietnam Scholar topped with 79 rank points.(Holy Shit) At that point of time, alot of very twisted thoughts formed in my brain. Sigh I will just answer anyone who would bother to ask me after they read this, if they actually know this blog exist.


63, or is it 64 rank points. Should I be satisfied? Absolutely not. It may sound a bit condescending, but if you get anything worse than 70, in my opinion, you fail. There is seriously absolutely no reason for you NOT to get the 3H2 As, the 3H2s I have used turned out to be ACC, Maths, Econs and Biology respectively. I mean, it is simply PATHETIC! If people in my class can do it, why can't I do it? It may sound a little obsessive, but yeah who cares?



Other than this depressing session, the rest of the day got on quite fine. During Econs lecture, Mr Liang has managed to make the whole lecture a little light-hearted by demonstrating how freaking easy it is to score for Case Study Questions. The 30 minute break after that is torture as I was stuck in my own pool of random but violent thoughts about assembly, but meh I got over that after awhile.


Chemistry lecture, for the first time, is tedious. I have long thrown away my Organic Chem notes from Sec 4 to a lonely corner in my room and all the functional groups are raping my brain cells. I really need to buck up for Chemistry, it is the subject that I got a disgusting D grade for...



Econs tutorial next, utter waste of time. I would have skipped Chinese if I can help it, but I thought I would just go home with Hui Lin. So I smsed her and she said her day ends at 5pm. WOAW, 5pm! Never mind, I might as well go for Chinese and study a little in the Library. 09S20 just don't feel like 09S20 without Petras, Sharan, Tam and Ariena...



So yeah, after Chinese I suddenly feel like doing finish my Composition. I did when Kevin came in to chat with Tricia and JunJie, and my oh my I completed it in 1 hour 15 minutes, yup, and the 3 of them were chatting non-stop. Sure enough, we do need to get stuff off our chests sometimes. I joined in for awhile and left for the library at around 3.40pm.


Kevin joined me shortly after I gave up on Chemistry tutorial and just started on Econs. We talked about Rank Points, Carey(LOL), the scholars, 09S20, life and so on. Yeah that was the point in time of the day that I finally revert slightly back to normal, although I was a little slow and blur when I got up to leave at 5pm.


I was a little shaky when walking home with Hui Lin, that sucked. Yeah, we discussed about MSA 2 approaching in less than 10 days and that w must study and study and so on. My primary worry is about GP, I seriously need to improve on that subject in order to balance out my subjects.




Subjects that need improvement:(in order of importance)

GP
Chem
Econs
Bio
Maths
Chinese



As usual the 2 of us talked random stuff on the bus home. After we've said goodbye, I chatted with Wei Zhen, who was on the same bus as me. Apparently, I deproved from 77 to 63 RP and she deproved from 76 to 62 RP, aka we deproved EQUALLY! LOL I was finally laughing after we've realised that. She mentioned that I am the only person she can actually complain to in terms of studying inefficiency and 'poor' results. This is because she is actually TOP 5 in Band, and people were regarding her as a Mugger... Hmmm... I kind of agree of her situation, yeah...



Oh and I saw her mother and brother. A funny sight. They are both very friendly =D


Right after saying goodbye to Wei Zhen, I took 190 bus to CCK Lot 1 to have dinner with Leon and Yin Shuen. A pretty fun session we must say, but sadly due to our extremely JCish behaviour me and Leon didnt managed to catch up much with YS. We then walked around buying random snacks and I took a bus home with YS.



Yeah, a pretty long and fun day for me at least. Oh yes I found out from Hui Lin that I am actually giving myself TOO MUCH stress such that it interferes on my mood/will to study. The idea of getting good results and literally pwning people are starting to overwhelm me, should I stress myself to study or should I sit back and relax for the weekend? The answer is NO WAY! There is Chemical Energetics I & II lecture test on Monday and I haven't revised yet! Oh No!



After my talk with Kevin, I finally realised how fortunate I am to have Tam as my Project Work leader. She never got angry with me even if I sometimes refused to do my part in PW and kept complaining. I seriously need to change my attitude for PW... for the better. Tam, I love you!



Well as for tomorrow I think I'm going to Wayne's house and play Super Puzzle Fighter and catch up with the gang again. Then I will probably jog with YS and hand Kenny his shirt for $9. XD


And possibly to my draft 2 for EoM??? O_o o_O


Ok Seeya guys!



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(Wow you actually read my entire post! I'm surprised too!)
I posted at 10:43 PM